suddenly feels like to write something
thinking that im so cruel to people around me
i dont know why??
they treat me good
care about me
and why im so bad to them
so listen people
im still didnt know who i am 
always looking at the mirror
but i still didnt get the clue
oh noooooo
im suffering right now
is not because of them
it is my fault
sorry guys....
im not avoid from u guys
just teach myself to be kind with people
ashamed of myself..thats only word that i can say right now
please forgive me..
eventhough im not facing u guys
fully ashamed...


P/S-please do not hate me:)